It is 1:30 a.m. Letting y’all in on my internal thought process…

This is raw writing.  I had a great day. Busy. A family celebration. So why the post?  Reality of post traumatic stress.


I have nightmares almost nightly.

It usually involves Dr. John Velyvis, My now Ex husband. It is simply flashbacks.

However, I also experience nightmares of seemingly current involving him as well.

Just posting the day and life of aftermath. Goodnight.



I Am Tired but Happy…

I am tired but happy, and about to go to sleep but wanted to post. I decided long ago what is the most important love in my life. My grandson! I had the priveledge of creating his three year Birthday Celebration Cake! This is an example of what I mean when I post, “Peace in the Midst of Life’s Storms. ”

Regardless, I feel I must also press on in the areas of injustice. I have to balance out my family with my cause. Thank you for your patience.